Nellpy had a party and the boys were there. But now my heart is truly broken. I thought I could never find a person like Justin. I actually thought that someday I might get somewhere. But today at lunch a stupid boy had a whole sheet of chauvenistic liberal views about how to abuse women and stuff, and he was reading it. Justin and Jared and Kyle were laughing and enjoying it. It was very angry. I’m not going to eat with them anymore and I am totally giving up on Justin. It truly breaks my heart. I have to go. It’s 2:49. Bye.