There was all sorts of stuff I wanted to post on my journal last night……. but LJ wasn’t working, so I’m doing it all now.
Last night I felt really tired…. I had no idea that I was really tired and that when I went to sleep I wouldn’t wake up again for nine hours. So now it’s 9:30 AM and I’m all groggy and my WB lemon still isn’t finished. I wonder if I can con my way into a free lunch from someone again today. *jumps* Oh, I still have a little bit of ice cream left in the freezer!!!! *runs to get it* Ice cream is not this faery’s favorite dessert, as it provides nothing by way of lemon-inspiration, but she has no donuts at the moment and no money with which to furnish herself such.
OK, all sorts of stolen stuff from other journals:
Pick a band and answer only using that band’s lyrics…
(brilliant idea, this…. I’ll go with System of a Down)
1. Are you male or female?
I am just a man, fighting other men
(really, did you expect me to find some System lyric saying I was a woman?)
2. Describe yourself.
I would like to proclaim myself a god, and likely ordain myself
3. How do people feel about you?
The unsettled mind is at times an ally
4. Describe your girlfriend/boyfriend/favorite interests.
The piercing radiant moon, the storming of poor June, all the life running through her hair, approaching guiding light, our shallow years in fright, dreams are made winding through my head, through my head
5. What do you think you were in your past life?
I sit, in my desolate room, no lights, no musics, just anger. I’ve killed everyone, I’m away forever, but I’m feeling better.
6. Where would you rather be?
You know that every time I try to go where I really want to be, it’s already where I am, cause I’m already there….
7. Describe where you live.
Cursed Earth, Cursed Earth, Cursed Earth, Cursed Earth. I will never feed off the evergreen luster of your heart all because we all live in the valley of the walls when we speak we can peek from the windows of their mouths to see the land the women chant as they fly up to the sun.
8.Describe how you love.
Love after it rains… you see my pain is real, watch my world dissolve, and pretend that none of us see the Fall. As I turn to sand, tou took me by the hand, and declared that love prevails over all.
9. Describe your dreams.
Swimming through the void, we hear the word… we lose ourselves but we find it all
10. Share a few words of wisdom.
We all need to fuck the system!!!
Aaaaaaand yet another long survey thingy. I don’t know why I never get tired of filling these things out, especially when half the questions on them are so stupid. It’s probably because I usually get them from ‘dori-chan’s journal, and I read her answers as I erase them to put in mine.
FULL NAME: This Black Faery. Yes, I’m aware that “This” is a weird first name.
NICK NAME: This Faery, Black Faery, Kuroiyousei
BIRTHDAY: September 2, 1980
EYE COLOR: Green
HAIR COLOR: Dark brown with orange stripes in the front
HEIGHT: Why the hell can’t I ever remember how tall I am? *checks driver’s license* 5’5″
ZODIAC SIGN: Virgo
BORN IN: Utah
HAVE YOU EVER…
BEEN IN LOVE: Aa
BLACKED OUT: No
GONE OUT IN PUBLIC IN YOUR PAJAMAS: I guess
MISSED SCHOOL BECAUSE IT WAS RAINING: Raining? Why would that make me miss school?
SET ANY BODY PART ON FIRE FOR AMUSEMENT: Not that I recall
CHEATED ON A BOYFRIEND OR GIRLFRIEND: Don’t ask
ACTUALLY THROWN SHOES ONTO A PHONE WIRE: What the hell kind of question is that?
WANTED TO HOOK UP WITH A FRIEND: No, they’ve all been complete strangers *rolls eyes*
DONE SOMETHING STUPID TO IMPRESS YOUR CRUSH: Yuck, yes.
FOUND A CARTOON CHARACTER ATTRACTIVE: A cartoon character or an anime character? Yes to both, though.
CALLED OR EVEN SEEN A PSYCHIC: No
EVER AT ANYTIME OWNED A NEW KIDS ON THE BLOCK ITEM: ROFLOL….. my best friend back then was obsessed, but my mom disapproved of her eleven-year-old daughter having pop music
PRANK CALLED SOMEONE: Duhh
GOTTEN IN A CAR ACCIDENT: A couple of little ones
SEEN THE EIFFEL TOWER: I wish!
SHAMPOO: Who cares?
CONDITIONER: ” ”
SOAP: ” ”
TOOTHPASTE: ” ”
DEODORANT: ” ”
PERFUME OR COLOGNE: Fire Dance
SHOE BRAND: My sister’s the one with the shoe fetish, not me.
SUBJECT IN SCHOOL: English
DAY OR NIGHT: Night
JACKET: I wear dress jackets… does that count?
TYPE OF SANDWICH: If it’s edible, and doesn’t involve grape jam, I’ll eat it….
COFFEE OR HOT CHOCOLATE: Hot chocolate
HOT OR COLD: Either
LACE OR SATIN: Satin… lace sucks unless it’s black
HERE OR THERE: Yes
RED OR BLUE: Blue
OLD MADONNA OR NEW MADONNA: Madonna?
CHARACTER ON DAWSONS CREEK: As if I’ve ever watched a show like that
CHARACTER ON THE BRADY BUNCH: ” ”
TV SHOW: TV sucks
BOARD GAME: Balderdash
SMELLS: Not cigarettes and not food when I’m starving, dammit
SOUNDTRACK: RK OAV
PEN OR PENCIL: Pen!!!
CHOCOLATE OR VANILLA: Vanilla
ICE CREAM: Baskin Robbins’ daquiri ice (sp?)
CROUTONS OR BACON BITS: Ano…. those are salad things….
ALCOHOLIC DRINK: Jack Daniels
ANIMAL: Wolf (although it depends on the context)
MOVIES: Knockin’ on Heaven’s Door, Mononoke Hime, Adolescence Mokushiroku
ROLLER COASTERS-SCARY OR EXCITING: Exciting when they’re not boring. I hate those stupid, slow, big white wooden ones. Booooring.
STORMS-SCARY OR COOL: Cool
SPORT TO WATCH: Hockey
THING TO WEAR: Clean underwear
SALAD DRESSING: Caesar
TYPE OF MUSIC: As long as it’s not rap
TOWN TO CHILL OUT IN: I don’t chill
BOOK: The Lord of the Rings
ACTORS AND ACTRESSES: Patrick Stewart, Angela Lansbury
GUYS- IF A GIRL ASKED FOR THE SHIRT OFF YOUR BACK, WOULD YOU GIVE IT: N/A
GIRLS- WOULD YOU EVER ASK A GUY FOR HIS SHIRT: I’m not sure why I’d do that…..
IS THE GLASS HALF EMPTY OR HALF FULL: It’s just a glass with stuff in it.
IS YOUR KITCHEN CLEAN RIGHT NOW: Lydea-chan cleaned it last night.
DRINKS WITH OR WITHOUT ICE CUBES: Definitely with
WHERE DO YOU WANT TO LIVE WHEN YOU ARE OLDER: Japan!!!
WHO IS YOUR FUNNIEST FRIEND: Funniest??
IS THE CRAZIEST PERSON YOU KNOW: Everyone is crazy. I seem to be the only sane one, actually.
IS THE PERSON YOU KNOW WITH THE BIGGEST EGO: *gives a sparkling Hiko-grin* Wouldn’t you just like me to tell you?
WHO ARE YOUR BEST ON-LINE FRIENDS: ‘dori-chan and some others
WHO HAVE YOU KNOWN THE LONGEST OF YOUR FRIENDS: I dunno
WHO DO YOU E-MAIL THE MOST: ‘zun’-sama…. she has no chat programs
WHO DO YOU GO TO FOR ADVICE: Nobody
WHO DO YOU CRY WITH: Considering that when I cry I’m usually lying in bed trying to get to sleep, nobody
DO YOU THINK ABOUT OUIJA BOARDS: Whatever floats your boat
DO YOU LOOK FOR IN THE OPPOSITE SEX: Intelligence
DO YOU FEAR THE MOST: Spiders, rejection
IS UNDER YOUR BED: How many times do I have to tell you stupid survey things that my bed is a couch???
IS SOMETHING YOUD LIKE TO TRY: Skydiving
IS ON YOUR MOUSE PAD: Mouse pads get in my way
IS ON YOUR WALLS IN YOUR ROOM: Wall-scrolls!! And posters. And calendar pages.
IS THE FIRST THING YOU THINK OF IN THE MORNING: When in the morning?
IS THE BEST FEELING IN THE WORLD: Acceptance, complacency
IS THE WORST FEELING IN THE WORLD: Rejection, not being in control of a potentially bad situation
IS THE BIGGEST REGRET OF YOUR LIFE: I keep telling this one over and over again… isn’t that enough irritation of old wounds?
IS THE FIRST THING YOU WOULD DO IF YOU WON THE LOTTERY: Pay my debts and get myself a place to stay on my own
IS YOUR FUTURE SON’S NAME: Dunno
IS YOUR FUTURE DAUGHTER’S NAME: There are a lot of male and female names I like, but I’d have to talk it over with my SO, obviously
IS YOUR BED TIME: Any time I go to bed
IS YOUR LEAST FAVORITE SUBJECT: Anything mathematical……… UGH
IS YOUR ULTIMATE CAR: A huge, loud truck with two pairs of wheels in the back, and everyone will ask me to help them move. Or a motorcycle.
IS YOUR GREATEST FANTASY: To have movies made and fanfiction written from my published novels
WORDS OR PHRASES DO YOU OVERUSE: Ano……… *considers* “Twelve,” “every moment,” I dunno what else…. I’m sure there are a lot.
RELIGION ARE YOU AND ARE YOU HAPPY WITH IT: Not really much of anything at the moment and, no, I’m not happy with it
ARE YOUR BAD HABITS IF ANY: Why would I tell?
ARE THE BEST QUOTES YOU’VE EVER HEARD: “Men have called me mad, but the question is not yet settled whether madness is or is not the loftiest intelligence… whether much that is glorious — whether all that is profound — does not spring from disease of thought, from moods of mind exalted at the expense of the general intellect.”
YOUR MOST HUMILIATING MOMENT: Dunno
PILLOWS DO YOU SLEEP WITH: One extremely ratty old one
SCHOOLS HAVE YOU BEEN TO: I don’t know, and really I couldn’t care less
RINGS BEFORE YOU ANSWER THE PHONE: Depends on where I am. Duhh.
TIMES HAVE YOU BEEN IN LOVE: Hmm
BELIEVE IN LOVE: Yes
BELIEVE IN LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT: Yes
BELIEVE IN YOURSELF: Sometimes more than I should, sometimes less
BELIEVE IN THE PARANORMAL (MAGIC, GHOSTS,ETC.): Not really
EAT CHICKEN WITH FINGERS OR A FORK AND KNIFE: What kind of chicken?
RANK YOUR SPEED DIAL IN ORDER OF FAVORITES: I don’t do speed dial. I hate telephones.
EAT THE STEMS OF BROCCOLI: I don’t eat broccoli at all.
SLEEP WITH STUFFED ANIMALS: I have this little dog I got for Christmas. His name is Doggie. He sits by my pillow. I used to hug him, but I got sick of it since he’s kinda small and it would cramp my arms up.
GET MOTION SICKNESS: No
MAKE FUN OF PEOPLE: Aa
GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS: Sometimes
REMEMBER YOUR FIRST KISS: Ugh, yes
KEEP IN TOUCH WITH OLD FRIENDS: No
LIKE CHILDREN: Often
COULD MEET SOMEONE DEAD OR ALIVE WHO WOULD IT BE: Tolkien
COULD HAVE ANY JOB YOU WANTED, WHAT WOULD IT BE: Author
COULD HAVE A TATTOO, WHAT AND WHERE: *freaks out and runs around* I’m getting one someday…….. when I have money to spare again……… the kanji for Aku Soku Zan………..
COULD HAVE ANY PIERCINGS, WHERE: My ears are peirced, and I may get some more peircings in them……. other than that I don’t really like peircings
COULD DYE YOUR HAIR ANY COLOR, WHAT WOULD IT BE: Black and dark blue
COULD CHANGE ONE THING ABOUT YOURSELF WHAT WOULD IT BE: Is this physical or spiritual?
COULD GO OUT WITH ANYONE, WHO: Mmm, Saitou
HAD ONE BULLET, WHO WOULD YOU USE IT ON: Saddam?
EVER GONE SKINNY DIPPING: No
EVER BEEN ATTACKED BY AN ANIMAL: No
EVER DONE DRUGS: No
TOLD THE PERSON YOU HAVE A CRUSH ON THAT YOU LIKE THEM: Yes
A RIGHTY OR LEFTY: Righty
A VIRGIN: Yes
A HEALTH FREAK: Hardly
AN INNIE OR AN OUTTIE: Innie
WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU…
CRIED: Don’t know
HELPED SOMEONE: *blushes* I’ve not helped someone in quite some time…
CUT YOUR HAIR: Earlier this week
WERE MEAN: Um, I’m always mean, really
WERE SARCASTIC: I’m never sarcastic.
GONE FOR A RUN: Run???
GONE FOR A WALK: Earlier this week
GONE OUT FOR DINNER: O.O Dinner…………..????? damn, don’t ask me that when I’m hungry…………..
STARED IN A PORNO: Yesterday! It’ll be available next month! *rolls eyes*