So the last logical reason to be staying with my parents was going to vanish in September. Until my mom found out that I can be on their medical insurance until I’m 25 as long as I’m a full-time student. So now the prospect of the upcoming semester, not to mention the next two years, is enough to make me cry. I suppose if I had enough guts just to sever ties here and now, things might be different. As it is I’m not sure what to do.

And here I was having such a good day, until I came home…

Hey, all of a sudden it’s one of those lovely moments when thinking about just one of my personality problems opens that damn door that’s supposed to stay closed… and I start thinking about what a fucking pathetic person I really am. But I’ll go bitch and whine elsewhere. Hey, at least this hit me on the P end… I can only imagine how I’d be feeling right now trying to deal with this at this time of the month on the N side. Heh heh heh….