There is the most beautiful snow in the history of the world outside, but I am too tired properly to enjoy it. For some reason, I started out this week tired and it’s just gotten worse every day. But I’m not tired for any rational reason, like having done something tiring or having stayed up too late or gotten up early. Just… tired. My last four or five dreams were about being exhausted… too exhausted even to do things like playing video games. Vera stupid.