My mom’s super upset and I don’t know why. She was crying and crying and crying… it seems like somebody said something that hurt her feelings… she kept saying things like, “I know I’ve done a lot of things that people could hate me for, but why should I be hated for things I haven’t done, for things I specifically try not to do?” and going on about how nobody’s ever liked her and she’s never had any friends (which is true) and how she hates liars and hypocrites. She said she couldn’t tell me the details, but now I’m dying to know… it really does seem like somebody close to her said something specific that upset her. I haven’t seen her this bad since P got married, and I’m kinda weirded out. She’s went to take a bath and read, which is something she does a lot, and I hope she’s OK when she gets out. I have to wonder whether anything I’ve done lately has contributed to this… Maybe my countdown to the move-out has been a little too enthusiastic? Still, I can’t think of anything I’ve done that I regret; I would be sad if this was my fault, though. We’ll see. Or maybe we won’t.